10 Signs You’re Being Raised by a Nurse

This is a good read!

ADVENTURES OF A LABOR NURSE

There are lots of nurses in my family, including my mother, who has been a nursery nurse for almost 40 years. So I know a thing or two about being raised by a nurse…

Britta-Perry Seriously?!?

You have to be bleeding to death or unconscious to go to the emergency room. When my dad started complaining of chest pain in the middle of the night and said he wanted to go to the ER, my mom warned him that it better not be his gallbladder. Halfway to the ER, she made him go back home so she could get her scrubs… you know, ’cause she worked the next day :/  Needless to say, it was not his gallbladder. You guessed it, he was having a heart attack.  I’m so glad he’s still around to not let her live that one down…Oh, and she didn’t notify any of her kids until the next morning, because “he…

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The Path of life…

If I could somehow take away your fear and replace it with strength to carry you through the years, I would.

            You would no longer be afraid of tomorrow, no matter the depths of your sorrow.

 

If I Could protect your heart from ever being broken, I would place it safely away.

            But then you’ll never experience true love

 

If I could make it so you would never cry again, I would.

            But then you’ll never know the tears that joy brings.

 

If I could make it where you would never experience the storms of life, I would.

But you would never appreciate the good days after the bad days are gone

 

If I could take sadness our of your life, I would.

But then, You would never know what happiness is all about. You would never be grateful for what you do have.

 

Because I can not do those things and I’m glad that I cant, I’m sure you’ll do like you’ve done, by putting one foot in front of the other and pressing your way forward.

remember, no one said this path called life would be easy.

 

Better this way..

How do you walk away from someone you love
And take the road of friend;
Can you reroute the course you have taken
And start over once again?
I don’t really want to let you go
But inside me I know I must;
The times we’ve loved . . . the times you’ve left
My heart says stay . . . but it’s my mind I must trust…
We have shared so much together
Laughter . . . fun times . . . tears;
Yet sometimes we can’t turn back time
We must walk away, and allow ourselves to heal.
I know one day you will be happy
And your soulmate you will find;
I know we each have one out there
Even if for now . . . only in our minds.
May life be gentle with you
May God’s best come your way;
And on some quiet tomorrow
You will realize things were better this way.

To my teddy Bear… 🐻

I don’t think u will ever read this, because if you did, you would probably be upset that I would even post something like this. But I can’t come to you to vent on how I feel anymore about you because every time I do, you pull away, you don’t respond on you just make it seem like my feelings don’t matter. I can’t go to my friends about you because right now you are a figure of my imagination that I’ve been talking to on and off for two years. So I decided to write here….

When I first met you, my mind was clear, it was innocent, I knew nothing about you. I did not know your favorite drink was root beer or even how your nose flares when something is on your mind. however, Over the past few years I have grown to love and learn about you, the small things that make you different, like how you refuse to drink out of a straw, or how you would prefer to drink out of a faucet than out of a cup. watching you look out at nature, the look in your eyes, the calmness that I see. I want none other than to be apart of that calmness that you want and seek. I want to be the first person you think about when you wake up and the last person you think about before you go to sleep, and everything in between. But why do I feel this way? You have never given me a chance or us a chance to just be us. You pull away. then u come back. then you pull away. I don’t know how to feel anymore. I would do anything to make you/us happy. But why don’t I feel you would do the same? It hurts that I cannot just call you up and ask you to come over so that we can cuddle and I just release my tears on your chest. My past has hurt me, the violence, the emotional hurt. I just want to cry in your arms and I want you to hold me and tell me it will be okay. sure we can have a simple text conversation, maybe even a phone conversation. But there is nothing like having someone there for you physically. I want to travel the world with you. I want to show you the world from my eyes, introduce to you the family and friends that are apart of my daily lives. I want to show you just how funny I am singing karaoke, or just how calm I can be watching the sunset on the beach.

I have over thought situations, and yes I have made several mistakes. But I am learning, and I learn daily. I want to know everything about you, I want to learn how you like to make And eat your steaks or something as silly as what your favorite brand of toilet tissue is lol. but sometimes I wish we never took things to this level, I hate being in my emotions when I have no one to share those emotions with. when something happens in my life you are the first person I think about telling. When I want to go after something you are the first person I want support from outside of family.

Why do I feel this way about you? You have lied to me, you have mislead me, Yet I still want you around. Am I in love with you, or just the image of you.

My feelings….

When you have that feeling
That you’re right where you belong
And the laughter of another
Becomes your favorite song

When you have that feeling
Of deep happiness within
From the time that you share
With a lover who’s your friend

When you have that feeling
You’ve found the sweetest love
That you’ve ever known
Then finally you’re where you need to be
You’re right where you belong

I’m alone 😔

This weekend I had nothing to do. I waited for a text. From anyone. To do something, anything. None came. I waited for a call. None came. Couldn’t my family even call me? Nope. I had nothing to do with anyone. I sat on my couch and tried to relax but
my thoughts turned dark like they do when I’m suddenly aware of my alone-ness.I begin to wonder if I have anyone who cares for me. I start to count them and then find reasons that none of them actually care. I mean, if They did, would I really sit here and question it ? no one cares, And never will. I wish I could say I’m exaggerating about my thoughts but I’m not. They actually go there. They actually get that dark and desperate.

Love is hard, you find someone, who seems so perfect has all the right qualifications , you seem to meet theres, and then suddenly they are gone . but you still see them. how do you cope with this? how do u handle these type of situations. do u continue to be friends? do u walk away? or do you just let God Take over. is it the feeling of just making time pass or do they keep you because they care and love you.i will never know this because they don’t speak from their heart. I give my all and I get none in returns . they give 20% and I expect more and I get flipped on.

Everyday….

Every night, tears i shed
Everyday is a day i dread
When you‘re around
I wish you weren‘t
Because everytime i seem to hurt
I try to take it day by day
But you‘re in my thoughts
And won‘t go away
I never wanted to feel like this
I never asked to even exist
I just want you to hold me tight
And tell me things will be alright
But you don‘t even seem to care
And never noticed my love was there
Even though it‘s painful to me
I‘ll love you forever endlessly

Again….

It is human nature to become too attached to things or people.  And it can be very difficult to find out how to let go from these attachments even if we know that they are not good for us. The Buddha even went so far as saying that our addictive behaviour is the root of all suffering. That is indeed is a very strong statement!

 

But why is it so difficult to let go? Why is it so hard to give up a bad habit or an ex-lover? The truth is that most of us suffer from a feeling of inner emptiness that we are trying to fill up with our various attachments – often without much success. One person may eat too much, another may cling to an unloving partner while a third may get addicted to social media. But none of this can fill our inner emptiness.

Read more at http://www.beliefnet.com/Faiths/Buddhism/Galleries/The-Art-of-Letting-Go.aspx#f41lAdP4dMfGIKYi.99

I have learned….. never…. ever…. to trust a man until he puts a title on something… no matter what he says… no matter what he does…. never ever trust a man until he shows you what you are worth. Until that you are allowing yourself to be second best to anything. You have no say so in anything and your feelings don’t matter because the two of you are NOT together.! im so very frustrated, that Im at the point where I just do not care anymore. I am not going to fight anymore, if I am tired of getting in the ring and not having someone to fight with.

It is human nature to become too attached to things or people.  And it can be very difficult to find out how to let go from these attachments even if we know that they are not good for us. The Buddha even went so far as saying that our addictive behaviour is the root of all suffering. That is indeed is a very strong statement!

 

But why is it so difficult to let go? Why is it so hard to give up a bad habit or an ex-lover? The truth is that most of us suffer from a feeling of inner emptiness that we are trying to fill up with our various attachments – often without much success. One person may eat too much, another may cling to an unloving partner while a third may get addicted to social media. But none of this can fill our inner emptiness.

Read more at http://www.beliefnet.com/Faiths/Buddhism/Galleries/The-Art-of-Letting-Go.aspx#f41lAdP4dMfGIKYi.99

It is human nature to become too attached to things or people.  And it can be very difficult to find out how to let go from these attachments even if we know that they are not good for us. The Buddha even went so far as saying that our addictive behaviour is the root of all suffering. That is indeed is a very strong statement!

 

But why is it so difficult to let go? Why is it so hard to give up a bad habit or an ex-lover? The truth is that most of us suffer from a feeling of inner emptiness that we are trying to fill up with our various attachments – often without much success. One person may eat too much, another may cling to an unloving partner while a third may get addicted to social media. But none of this can fill our inner emptiness.

Read more at http://www.beliefnet.com/Faiths/Buddhism/Galleries/The-Art-of-Letting-Go.aspx#f41lAdP4dMfGIKYi.99

He’s not Into you…

“Not Into You”

 

I know that you want happy ever after

And I’m not saying it don’t exist.

But you can’t keep forcing fairy tale romance,

On a temporary prince.

 

‘Cause love ain’t supposed to hurt

Remember what you’re worth,

You gotta come first.

 

And no matter how bad you want him around

You can’t be a star with him pulling you down, ooh

 

‘Cause he’s just not that into you,

Quit chasing and face the truth.

This ain’t meant to discourage,

Don’t keep giving him your heart.

I’m tired of seeing us hurting,

Crying over men that ain’t worth it,

Know when to walk away, ’cause he’s not into you.

 

People only do what you allow them to

So stop letting a man run your life.

Ooh ‘Cause no one cares for you the way that you’re supposed to, girl.

You gotta learn the gift of saying good bye, saying good bye.

 

‘Cause love ain’t supposed to hurt

If he ain’t coming home, quit calling his phone.

Oh yea, Girl, be aware of the signs, quit wasting your time,

He’s playing with your mind, hey

 

‘Cause he’s just not that into you,

Quit chasing and face the truth.

This ain’t meant to discourage,

Don’t keep giving him your heart.

I’m tired of seeing us hurting,

Crying over men that ain’t worth it,

Know when to walk away, ’cause he’s not into you.

 

I’ve been where you’ve been,

I’ve wasted tears and precious time,

Gave all of me just to end up empty.

But I’m a living example

Of what happens when you say ‘no more’.

Don’t ever let another to stop you from living,

You gotta know.

 

‘Cause he’s just not that into you,

Quit chasing and face the truth.

This ain’t meant to discourage,

Don’t keep giving him your heart.

I’m tired of seeing us hurting,

Crying over men that ain’t worth it,

Know when to walk away, ’cause he’s not into you.

 

All my ladies, he’s not into you, yeah.

*K.Michelle❤️

I love….

1. God
2. Family
3. Friends
4. RED roses🌹🌹
5. Baby animals ( Omg Tigers, lions, puppies… they are so adorable!)🐶🐯🐨
6. Beaches🏄🏊
7. Movies
8. Red Pandas🐼
9. NFL Football🏈
10. cuddling
11. random phone calls
12. bright nail polish💅
13. kissing😘
14. hugging
15. sitting in parks just talking
16. taking pictures📷
17. traveling
18. cooking
19. shopping
20. dates💏💑👫
21. chillen and watching a movie
22. Bible and prayer time🙏
23. Books📚
24. Bubble Baths
25. The smell of Fresh laundry lol
26. Surprises
27. Tropical Vacations
28. Board Games
29. Roller Coasters
30. PIZZA🍕
31. NACHOS
32. MEXICAN FOOD!!!! LOL
33. Hip Hop/ R & B / jazz
34. Writing📖✏️
35. working out 💪
36. learning new things about science ( secretly a nerd )
37. make up
38. hair styles💆💇
39. Laughing😂
40. Greek mythology
41. Seeing other people happy or achieve a goal
42. watching the YouTube video of a blind man making a 3pointer ( I cried watching )

xoxo